// Friday, September 17
its weird when ure pushed into a new n fresh environment when uve been too familiar with a certain one. just like how ive been so cooped up in my room/house. i felt so weird when i went to the supermarket just now. it felt as though it was my first time going to shaw. the first floor, where all the cometics are, is renovating know? which explains why it was so crowded n conjested. but anw, i felt so foreign u know? i guess ive been too alienated from humanity. but tt's wad u get when ure trapped in ur room for too long. n the worst part is, when ure trapped emotionally too. i guess tt's why my "claustrophobia" is getting from bad to worse.. i hate being stuck in a room for long. hate it.
n as for my exams, i don't even wanna begin. it's been terrible.
terrible. i don't know wad's happening to me. i'm pretty lost actually.. losing appetite. having bad nights. having too many things on my mind. which includes my studies. it's making me lose my mind.. n i don't like this feeling at all.. n how i wish i can be more disciplined n be more focused on my studies. but i think im developing a phobia which i'd never expect myself to get.
the taking exam phobia. n i really need to get rid of it fast. maybe my lack of confidence n uncertainty is the cause of it.. i don't know. but it's making me really jittery before taking my papers. n it's not good at all.. not good.. so there. finally updated my blog..
i like my new layout, don't u?
scripted at 11:17 PM
