// Wednesday, April 27
i swirled like a girl in my princess gown
i felt like running through a field of green
like how those princesses in storybooks do
and sing to the top of my lungs and be free.
madness swirled with me. i stopped.
i unzipped the gown. and it fell to the floor.
i stared at myself in the mirror.
i was naked. and i understood.
im trapped. in my lil girls' fantasies.
i don't want to grow up. i want to be a princess.
im a dreamer.
-- swirling.
don't bring me back to this world.
i don't want to take off my gown.
im lonely in this world.
misunderstood and weak.
leave me.
scripted at 11:03 PM