// Saturday, May 21
i'm spoiled by ur love..maybe i am really spoilt huh. i was just skinning an apple myself just now. and i skinned it really lousily. with bits n pieces of red skin on the apple still left there. and i realised i haven't skinned an apple for years. 'cos i always have my maid to do it for me. why is it people take things for granted so easily? why do we become so unaware of all the blessings around us, and only acknowledge the bad? i am so fortunate despite everything that's screwed up in my life. and i think the most fortunate thing that can ever happen to me, is to meet
the one that i love so much and also, all my
bestest best friends who have been there with me for so many years.
friends are leaving one by one. it started with sarah. and how i miss that girl. my parents keep telling me stuff. to make me feel that i should not look her up. but of course i don't listen to a word they say. i miss that girl. n no matter what parents may say, i will always look her up. we've so many memories together, vacation trips spent together. she'll always be a part of my life. and now, valencia's leaving. that bubbly ball of fun. after meeting her, grace and dinah in st nicks yesterday, i really felt a pang in my heart. st nicks without them wld have never been so much fun. they were the sunshine in my life in 4D. i love them so much. and now with valencia leaving, i miss everything ten times more. if only life in st nicks never ends.. then i'll be a happy happy girl.
i really wish my good friends will never leave. phsyically or emotionally. some has left already. silently they disappeared. if not, they are slowly fading into the shadows.. everyone searching for her meaning in life. we separate.. i would tell you not to go. but if i do, i'll be selfish. and i want to be a good friend to all of you. so i will support you no matter what. but i want all of you to know that i miss all of u so dearly in my heart.
and to end this entry, i want to say a big thank you to all those good friends of mine, who have stood by me no matter what.
thank you. and i love you all, very much.
scripted at 3:47 PM
