// Monday, October 10
i don't know what it is. maybe it is insecurity.
there's this uneasy feeling in me.
although i know there are people who love me dearly,
somehow, i just feel lonely inside..
life is just so unpredictable.
you never know what is the impact or effect your next words may cause.
every moment counts. and with every step,
things may just change.
it's just so scary.
this thing called "feelings"
it's everchanging, just like the tides.
we can be happy one moment, but miserable the next.
some things you thought will never change,
may just diverge right before your eyes.
some feelings you thought will remain the same,
may just turnaround with an unintentional word.
why can't people always be in the "up" moments?
why must there be "downs"?
if only happiness is the only feeling known to humans.
then life would be so wonderful..
scripted at 11:42 PM