// Wednesday, January 4
i'm ill. and i'm terribly ill. but i'm in a mess. and i don't want any help, no. 'cos i love myself. and i wanna depend on myself.
i really should get down to doing some homework. i really should. or else it'll just keep piling up. but my mind ain't ready to absorb.. how can i curb that seriously. damn it, words are cheap. and there's no motivation for me to study.
i cried really hard today. inside and out. i had my back to the toilet's cubicle door and i cried.
i should make some earrings. get my mind off things. but then again, there's homework. and my body's aching. so bad. and i don't wanna depend on those pills. 'cos i love myself. and i wanna depend on myself.
here i come School. here i come..
ciao.
scripted at 11:11 PM