// Sunday, February 12
alright a break down of what's gonna happen..
1. Danceworks on the 25th of Feb.(damn. this is my first ever dance competition, and yes i'm freaking out! we still have not gotten our costumes, props, blocking..
as Missy Elliot says "Get your freak on!!")2. Common test from 27th Feb to 10th Mar.(another damnation. obviously, due to the reason of being unprepared. what's new..)
3. Self-initiated voluteer work at Jakarta from 15th to 18th Mar.(yes!! school holidays rock despite it being short-termed. i can't wait to help those kids in Jakarta.. :))
4. School resumes on the 19th Mar. Term 2 begins..(i. can't. wait. to. be. done. with. JC.)
Things i have to improve on..
1. My soon-to-be-toned-stomach.(yes it's wasting away.. aahhh! -presses my flexed stomach-
where are you aps?!?!)2. My time-management.(enough making earrings michelle. studies first!)
3. My school work.(why must sth related to school always appear in my lists! bah. school..
what a hell-hole.)
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sometimes i wonder what we're living for. and i think most people live to be normal. to lead a normal life. without judgement or prejudice. follow the cycle of getting a degree, finding a partner, settle down and build a family, work to earn more money to enjoy more luxuries in life, teach your children well and see them grow, retire, and lastly, live life till you die.. but of course, there are many variations of that cycle. like how some people are celebraties, and they probably go through a few marriages before building a family and may have already earned millions even before a normal person gets his degree. but ultimately, it has all those components i've mentioned.
how can life be interesting? how can we achieve that happiness, that desire deep down inside? which reminds me of an article in Elle, Feb issue. it speaks of how to achieve real desires in life or something. (now i can't refer to my magazine because some idiot stole it when i absent-mindedly left it in the changing room at my condo.
i curse you to grow warts on your nose, you theif! and i don't care no finder keepers, losers weepers bull!) so what is really living life..? to be happy? does living life normally bring about the contentment that may be deemed as happiness? is that the best we can do with our lives?
would being in a homosexual relationship successfully depsite the societal discriminations give you that happiness? would living life as a shoplifter or pick-pocket give you the thrill in life that brings about happiness? would staying single and simply bed with a targeted amount of 1001 men give you that satisfaction and happiness? is doing things that are out of the norm the only way to lift the standard of happiness? or would it bring about more confusion and unneccessary troubles in life that eventually makes you return to being a conformist?
Giacomo Casanova. the debonair gentlemen that bedded 122 women in his 73 years of life. he has been exiled in various European countries. escaped like a fugitive. yet he still lived life so filled with excitement and adventure.
"understanding people" he called it. was his aim in life. to meet as many people as he could. to love like no one can. and he did it. in his 73 years of life, he has experienced almost all faces of life. how amazing and fulfilling does that feels.. he even managed to script all his encounters into a volume called
"History of My Life".now that is what i call live life to the fullest. :)
ciao.
scripted at 8:40 PM
