// Saturday, August 12
its hard to stay true to yourself. and especially for someone like me. being stepped on, teased, and taken advantage of, is not entirely the antagonist's fault, but my own. it's funny how people will take you for granted and mistaken your easy-going nature to be a weakness and a vulnerable point. i always thought being easy-going was a good way to dodge situations where there are too many opinions flying over your head. i always thought it was an easy way out. but i guess stronger individuals detect that as impressionable and obtuse. oh well, i was never much a quick-witted person. and still isn't. i am not wallowing in self-pity mind you. just analysing the kind of situation i brought upon myself. yupp! i definitely need to reflect upon that a bit more..
nonetheless, i am truly blessed with great friends. :) sarah's going to leave this tuesday and i wonder when's the next time i'm going to see her. hope i can see her at the end of the year. either in new york or singapore. both works for me!
:)
:D
